I feel strange

Do I seem annoying to other people? Maybe I am. But what if it's something else? Am I boring? Too self-centered? Too careless? Maybe they think I hang around the same people too much... I feel strangely cut off from the other girls. What choice do I have but to seek out the ones I feel like me? Who pay attention to what I say, who don't ignore me when I greet them, and don't scatter of in every direction when I approach them. I know I can be awkward, and I don't always know what to say. But I never felt this insecure. This year's going to be weird if this continues on. 

 

I'm really trying to engage in whatever's going on, but I end up feeling like I'm alone. The whole thing is so, so strange to me. Is it wrong to want others to like you? Some will say "well, if you have to change for it to be so, those are not the kind of people you want to like you". I get that. Doesn't help my situation though. I'll just have to stay floating.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

- Keane