Seriously, living this close to the ground is getting me all paranoid, I just can't shake this feeling that people are watching me through the windows.

OMG SO MANY FEELS YOU DON'T EVEN KNOOOW

Remind me to tell you all later about these things

• how moving is fucking stressful
• sisterbonding
• how this guy doesn't get it
• how frustrating that is
• how much of a dick I can be
• red walls
• teenage rebellion (better late than never, right?)

Is this really my life?

Let's get weird, numero dos

• 1: What is the real reason you are confused right now? I'm in the AM, this should not be more appealing than sleep.
• 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? Not anymooore.
• 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? As a rule, nah. Depends how often and how much, though?
• 4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Nah.
• 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Writing a synopsis.
• 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? A is, duh.
• 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Tell them to get cute real fast and then demand an explanation.
• 8: Are you close with your dad? In a manner, but I guess the way daughters usually are.
• 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? Synopsis, remember? No social life.
• 10: What are you listening to? Airplanes outside.
• 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Carbonated water with citrus.
• 12. Do you like hickeys? I like making fun of people who get them?
• 13: What time do you go to bed? 11-2.30 am.
• 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Probably, but I don't keep record.
• 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? No way in hell.
• 16: Do you always answer your texts? Nope, coz I'm a dick.
• 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? No. My fall, my problem.
• 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Around 9 pm-ish?
• 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Yeeess.
• 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Probably it was synopsis-related...
• 21: Is anyone else in the room with you? It's dark, but I fucking hope not.
• 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yes. Karma. I'm there.
• 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? Probably yes.
• 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Yes.
• 25: In the past week, have you cried? Yeah, watching Reichenbach.
• 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Yellow.
• 27: Do people ever call you by your last name? Ah, no.
• 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? Not if I ignore them FIRST.
• 29: Do you have a best friend? Yup.
• 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Nah, but I might be a little jealous though, she's great.
• 31: Who was your last call from? F, boy from class.
• 32: Are you mad at anyone? Not mad, just mildly irritated.
• 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
• 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 18!
• 35: How many more days until your birthday? 22!
• 36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Veniiice.
• 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Yes.
• 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Nothing of immediate nature...
• 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Umm... could it be that it's so secret I never told myself?
• 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Oh, yeah.
• 41: Do you think age matters in relationships? When the younger of the two is below the age of 21, yes.
• 42: Are you available? I am now.
• 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Pass.
• 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Belly button.
• 45: Do you believe exes can be friends? Yes.
• 46: Do you regret anything? BAHA.
• 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? Boys.
• 48: Did you ever lose a best friend? Yeah.
• 49: Was your last kiss a mistake? Nah, it was bound to happen.
• 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Don't like anybody.
• 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Nope.
• 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Yes.
• 53: What was the last thing you ate? Cherries.
• 54: Did you get any compliments today? It's 2:30 am, but I wouldn't deny the possibility.
• 55: Where are you going on your next vacation? Italy!
• 56: Do you own anything from other countries? Keychains, books, clothes, etc. etc.
• 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Girls. Huh.
• 58: Where have you lived most of your life? Hvidovre.
• 59: When was the last time you took a long drive? Try never.
• 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? I remember the birthday parties...
• 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? Nope.
• 62: Who do you text the most? People who text me.
• 63: What was the last movie you saw? Men In Black II.
• 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Pass.
• 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010? Zip.
• 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? Yes.
• 67: Do you curse around your parents? Just my mum.
• 68: Are you happy with where you live? Well, we're moving, so...
• 69: Do you collect anything? Sugar.
• 70: What’s your favourite colour? Red.
• 71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone? Nah.
• 72: Has anyone ever cheated on you? Yeah.
• 73: What are your plans for tomorrow? Hand in synopsis. Get wasted at pool party.
• 74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one? Nope.
• 75: Does your last ex have a job? No.
• 76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? Nothing.
• 77: Where is your cellphone? Um.... nearby, surely?
• 78: What colour is your cellphone? Black.
• 79: What did you dream of last night? Man it was so good, but I don't remember.
• 80: Are you atheist? Nope, agnostic.
• 81: Will you change your name when you get married? Depends, if he/she's got a cool name I don't see why not.
• 82: Are you ready for autumn weather? Give me two weeks.
• 83: Have you had any big storms recently? NO AND THEY PROMISED.
• 84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing? Organic H&M briefs.

Naaah, I still like the ladies better as it stands

They know what I'm talkin' 'bout.

Also

• suddenly guys are paying attention to me again
• i don't know how to feel about that
• semi-vegetarian cooking urges are out of control
• ribs/collarbones are making appearances lately
• i can't handle moving and studying for exams at the same time
• i think maybe mum understands
• 18th birthday is coming up in less than a month

I need more time

Seriously. Why, out of all the instances I could possibly think to stumble upon gorgeously written fanfiction, does it have to be when I'm right in the middle of exams-killing-me-slowly-weekend? Thank God it's just 5 pages. Well, technically it's 3, but I plan to make it to 5-6 because I'm a motherfucking dweeb B-student with an innate desire to please. I shouldn't even be blogging, you won't believe the time I have already wasted. But I'm all alone today, so no one's here todisturbme--I'm totally making an omelette and a salad for dinner. Maybe I'll find time to work on my English presentation tonight?

Anthropodermic bibliopegy

I don't want to be aware of these terms!

Seriously, though

How did I ever have these thighs without noticing? DAMMIT -flails-

Trip to Louisiana

I like Andreas Gursky's photographs.

Yes, I went with A and his mum, but I was feeling much better... shut up, it's legit since I've been locked inside for two days. Did have a coughing fit in the gift shop though, which was embarrassing as hell... I bought a ring -- an organic little thing, with a smooth blue stone. Managed to misplace it already... I'm confident it will return to me not before long though.

Sneezing when you're about to pee

I'm sure I don't need to elaborate any further on that.
Can't focus on homework at all.

The Evil Illness

I definitely have it. And as if that wasn't enough, I had to attend two confirmations this weekend. I felt fine when I got on the train to Frederikssund on Thursday, but by Friday morning when I had to be social I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die. It was really nice, but I felt sort of bad just wanting to retreat to the couch all the time and wrap myself in grandma's red wool coat. I got particularly nauseous during the afternoon, and managed to sneak off to the bathroom. Now, the last time I went into that bathroom I was insane and tried to make myself throw up, but this time it happened pretty much all on its own. Dizziness and blurry vision followed, and I saw fit to lie down on the bathroom rug (wasn't even that drunk, you won't believe how accustomed I am to this), close my eyes, and curled up into a ball. Did not die. Later I had a minor stress-induced episode with my grandma, who sort of pressured me into staying the night even though I only brought clothes for Friday -- didn't bother me none later on though, I still managed to get my English analysis done.

Saturday was bliss, but then came the cough.

And this morning I was done for. My throat sore and constricted, and I couldn't speak. No voice whatsoever. Even those grunting sounds we all use to communicate in the mornings just came out sort of squeaky and painful. And oh God, the coughing. We were off to Jutland for another confirmation, and guess what, I ended up in the bathroom as well. Not because I was nauseous, but because my skin was all flaky due to my sunburn and I was desperately trying to remedy it. I sucked it up eventually, and it was okay, though I coughed my way through the whole thing.

Still coughing.

My eyes are blurry and watery, and my head aches -- perfectly ideal conditions for blogging, no?

I really feel like I should have just stayed home this weekend and done my homework in bed. I was kind of mean to a lot of people due to my being stressed and generally feeling icky, and that bugs me to no end. Music got me through this weekend, these songs in particular:

These Times by Safetysuit

Criminal by Britney Spears

Wherever You Will Go by Charlene Soraia

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room by John Mayer

Sail by AWOLNATION

Sunburned forehead

Suddenly you realise how much you frown during the day. Ow.

Also

• Did not gain weight. I gotta work it from here, guys
• Went to Fælleden yesterday and got the first sun burn of the year
• Which is kind of a bitch since I gotta be on screen today
• We are officially moving
• I love love love Aloe Vera

I take that back, I'm freakin' brilliant in social situations