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Saturday, May 28

New look

Backsees

So now I finally have the time to blog! Lots of things have been happening... I'm taking a single exam this year, civics. I'm not sure how I feel about that, it could go either way really... but that's not until June 20th. I just finished a written assignment for my annual exam, which I'm going to take the 7th. And this Wednesday I'll be taking a second annual exam, written English - piece of cake.

Went to the cinema yesterday with F, and had a blast. Bought two shirts (34, 36) and had my eye on a pair of shoes. But after the movie, when I went to withdraw some money from my bank account so I could go buy the shoes, the machine snatched my card from me saying it had been blocked. The card was brandnew. Didn't understand at all, until I realised that I'd forgotten to call the peeps who make sure I can use it after they send it to me. Stupid. Totally wasn't thinking. But this morning I got my health insurance card, so that helps a bit. I'm gonna get a new debit card sent to my address in a matter of days because my bank is so helpful. Sort of. At least I won't have to worry about a new password.

And it's my birthday soon... Hm. I realised when I went to sleep last night, around the same I felt my stomach acting up. Realised I hadn't really eaten dinner besides a few caramels that my sister brought home from school, and tea with honey for my throat. Consequently I'm starving at the moment. But I can hardly eat breakfast now, we'll have some lunch not before long. No point, right?

I want new rings...

Monday, May 9

Same same

Well, nothing's really changed (still 105 lbs)... I'm surprised. Final grades are coming up tomorrow, and all I can think about is when it might be sunny enough next week to lie outside and absorb some Vitamin D. I need to tan, just a little bit, preferably without getting skin cancer. Since we're talking about skin... I have an appointment with a different kind of doctor later this month, he's going to have a second look at my birthmark. Came back negative last time, but I'm sort of worried... another note on skin, tomorrow I'm buy another round of Nix. It doesn't itch half as badly as it did the time I knew I had scabies for sure, but I'm not taking any chances. And the bastards also stole my Nivea cream. I'm sick of looking at my hands, seeing sores and all sorts of disgusting texture. Whatever causes this, it needs to die right away 'cause I'm not having it.


I think... legs are probably in my head for longer than they should during the day. Seriously, all I see when I look around is a bunch of legs. Sure if those legs happen to be talking to me, I'll pay attention to their respective face... still, this is getting ridiculous.
Picked up my dad from the airport and bought flowers for my mom <3

Monday, May 2

Is it possible?

Could there really be such a thing as a good Monday? I have no idea. This one wasn't so bad. At least school wasn't so bad, it kinda seems like the day's over as soon as school's out. Weird how that works. Anyway! We're getting our final grades Monday, so that'll be it and... I'm excited. Getting my bag stolen still sucks, but I've got a new one. Most of it has fallen into place. But I'm dying for a new camera!

I'm out of pills........... so. We'll see what the scale says this week. I'm not sure if I feel comfortable getting above a BMI of 19. I know it's silly, I'm just afraid it'll go too fast. I am expecting to gain, but..... can't I stay under 50 kilograms for a while longer? I'm going to have to try. I'll stand up more, eat more fruit and drink less soda/alcohol. It'll be fine.


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