Spring Break!

Yeeeeeeeeeessss! Spring break coupled with the fact that it's Friday = contentment like no other. And you know me, I've already got a list of things I gotta do before the end of next week...

• settle movie project with media group
• hit the gym at least 3 times (without bitching, gosh!)
• drink a bottle of Pinot Blanc
• get writing done
• get reading done
• watch Tintin with mum
• call Anja and figure stuff out
• wtf is up with Anja?
• weigh myself -- once.

And I think that covers the most important stuff. On another note, I definitely just watched Milk. And I definitely loved it. It's these kind of movies that makes the American people more admirable to me. Sean Penn and James Franco oh mah jizz...... 52 and 34 respectively. Now, it has been previously established that I would have absolutely no qualms about getting with people twice or thrice my age (i.e. Tim Roth, Johnny Depp, Colin Firth (let's not stop here, shall we?), Ralph Fiennes, Adrien Brody, Helena Bonham Carter, Reese Witherspoon, Gary Oldman, Winona Ryder, Jude Law, Ben Affleck, Hugh Jackman, Liam Neeson, Viggo Mortensen, Reese Pierce Brosnan, Gerard Butler (ugh, the things I would do to them, I can't even)) but I just don't know.  I mean sure, I have an interest in younger actors as well (i.e. Jamie Bell, Heath Ledger,  Carey Mulligan, Natalie Portman, Christina Ricci, Robert Pattinson (shut up, and watch Remember Me), Ellen Page, Emma Watson, Olivia Wilde, Tom Felton, Hayden Christensen) but I gotta say this one is tough. I gotta say I feel more comfortable and familiar with Franco, but Sean Penn's delivery made this movie! And it's definitely going on my top 10 favourites.

Feel free to assume that the above paragraph was mainly an excuse to list actors/actresses that I would gladly get with. You would not be wrong. I embarrass me sometimes.

Rhye - Open

NO, I haven't lost it...

By no means. Just because I'm lying in bed on a Tuesday night, watching Tintin and sipping Hot n' Sweet, doesn't mean I've lost my touch. I've got this motha.

Nightly escapade

Okay, maybe not. I woke up at some point during the night. Felt drunk (wasn't). Sat up in bed, turned on my bedside lamp. And then I just sat there with my legs over the side of the bed. Watching my upturned lower arms. Don't know for how long. At some point I held them closer to the lamp, and looked at the spot on the side of the wrists, the one we all know. I could see my pulse there, and somehow it became the most fascinating thing I had ever laid eyes on. Don't know how long I sat like that. My guess is 8 minutes.

Do tell, what does all this tell us?

I want this back

Sometimes I think I ought to be careful about what I write here

But then what would be the point?

Also

• Totally got to see 20-year-old Estonian hipster Ralph Fiennes at a bar in Tallinn. So random
• so awesome
• finished Gideon's Corpse in Tallinn
• epic!
• bought a new book at the airport
• 3. person, present tense. Odd?
• the answer is yes
• still need to read the Prague Cemetery.

Worried yet again

Yes. I'm back. And I've set the mood with some music, hope ya dig.

Tomorrow I'll be going back to school and it sucks there because people annoy me right now, but oh hell. It's nothing personal, I guess at the moment I'm just... not prepared to be around them. I've spent so much time with my class in Tallinn, and now I feel like I know some of them a little better. Yeah, some more than others, oh ma jizz... I should probably talk to some of them soon and resolve some of the things said and done in my drunken state. Stuff went on that I just... I mean, for instance, this is the second time I've had a heart-to-heart with L, completely shitfaced, and I kind of miss that in my sober friends in general... A just seems to roll with it, either humouring me half-heartedly or just complaining about this and that, asking for my opinion and then ignoring me afterwards. It's confusing.

I don't know if we're drifting apart exactly, I just know I've felt like this before. We still have those moments; instances of "oh my gawd, that's what I was thinking", saying the same thing simultaneously, and replying before any questions could be asked. That's us, but it's different. Sometimes I'll tell him random stuff, ask him things, trying to engage him in conversation. Just trying to get him to talk to me. But then afterwards I realise how the things I said probably weren't of any interest to him at all, let alone relevant..... ugh, and I think about how awkward I am with people.

When we were in Tallinn, C called me a social butterfly. I don't even know. 

Urban Dictionary's opinion on the matter is this:

"Someone who is VERY social and easygoing; can be either a male or a female. Usually these people don’t belong to a particular group, but rather jump from one group to another. They are somewhat accepted in all of them, but don’t really have any deep friendship connections in any of them."

I guess that sounds about right. I should probably focus on what keeps us together for the moment. At least I have an overview.

And it's a good thing I have F to talk to, her and A are so perfectly far apart right now, and it's like I don't have to worry about anything when I'm with her.

Tiffany Alvord & Megan Nicole - Safe and Sound (cover)

Turns out, there is no sequel

Sick of Ms Winter

I just want to lie down on a warm beach somewhere and let the sun bake the winter out of me. Seriously so tired of being cold all the time. I don't suppose the weather in Tallinn will be much different -- yesss, I'm going to Estonia on Monday. Five days of study tour, I can't say I'm not even a little bit excited. Somewhere warmer would have been fantastic, though, but what the hell. My little sister will be going to Prague later this month, just for a weekend, but I am a little jealous. It is a lot of money for just one weekend though.

What else, um:

• Flat Stomach is back <3
• New shirts
• New headphones
• Finished Twilight Eyes by Dean Koontz
• Will have to get the sequel for my birthday
• Gonna bring Alternative Realities with me to Tallinn
•  Hair is getting long and it's lovely

Remind me to do a post on how I'm struggling in my media group.

Billetnet.dk, you kill me

I wanted 2 tickets to the Anders show. Not 4. You are a pain, and you're taking my money. No refunds, you say? Good thing I have PEOPLE who are kind enough to buy the extra tickets from me for full price. You bastard, I hate you.

Writing manuscripts in the AM (y)

Way over it

Really, Sookie?

REALLY? Sorry, I've been watching True Blood all day, and my beef with Sookie Stackhouse mostly lies in how incredibly annoying she is. I know that's not saying a lot but, but I'll try to explain. This chick is so high maintenance it is beyond me how she ends up having to choose between two devoted vampire suitors, and then decides to dump both of them. What the fucking fuck?

And she is so self-righteous about it too. Sure she cries, but dammit, girl, what these two have been going through just to save your skinny ass is NOT peanuts! Why is nobody else upset with her? Admittedly, I may or may not have been paying much attention towards the end of the show, but that scene just got me bent out of shape.

Inconsistent personalities in TV shows annoy me. Those writers are doing a poor job in my humble opinion. I am convinced they made this happen because of something equally silly they've got planned, no doubt something just as dumb as Bill suddenly becoming King. But that is a whole other beef for another time, my dears.

Thank God for Sundays

On stuff

Just a couple of things, awesome and lame, about yesterday and today:

• Watched Princess Mononoke, and man, is that film great or what?
• Transguy (female to male) came out to the class. How is this not awesome?
• Weigh 53 kilos, still, which means I haven't gained in a month, which is good
• It's A's birthday today.
• He's getting everyone beer after school
• Which is awesome
• I'm going to dine with his family and closest friends tonight
• Which is going to very nice
• Will get him shit-faced afterwards.