I don't understand

I gained another kilo. Won't even bother to take my measures. I don't know if it's just me, but I think my ankles look leaner than before. Too bad the rest of me is... Just. Not. Got out of school early today. Haven't eaten anything yet. I don't feel hungry, just tired. I want to sleep. I'm thinking... it's probably just my brain messing with my body, but I really don't feel like eating. I've been drinking water to stay hydrated, and chewing gum, but I figure I should eat something anyway, right? Oatmeal should do the trick - it'll keep me full.

We just started on a new subject in philosophy class: good and evil. We watched the movie In A Better World and I thought it was amazing. Once again, however, I was puzzled by those who started giggling during those intense moments when the boy started to cry. When you think about it, "sobbing" scenes usually cause a stir in the audience. And that's okay, it just means that the film is getting through to them -- unless of course their reaction is a defence mechanism, in which case people have a habit of making a nuisance of themselves in the theatre/living room. Like... take sex scenes for example. Those have a way of causing a stir as well. They either make people excited, bored, or uncomfortable. And people react to those impressions by doing things like: giggling, shifting, sighing, gagging, looking away, and finally... babbling. I could do without the babbling.

Aaand, I got an A for my English essay. Huzzah...