Mixed up

So I've been cutting down on the fruit, and gained that kilo again. No more underweight numbers, I can't tolerate being in that spot. And I should really learn to watch myself more. What I say and what I wear, specifically. I'm just going to try to not talk about food or calories or ANYTHING related to that, while in the company of others. A's been teasing me a lot about my supposed skinniness, every time he's been around to hear me talk about food intake and nutrition. Mostly sarcastic comments, pretty harmless coming from him, but still... he's always being so loud these days. I don't need him to get excited and shout in the hallway about how little I eat. I'm still clinging to my breakfast deal, and I feel energetic in the morning.

Also, I really like my waist belt, it goes really well with a lot of my clothes. But now I don't feel comfortable wearing it. Because, unfortunately, it also tightens everything around my waist and... well I didn't think much of it, until I heard the girls whispering about it. It's just not that bad at all, I just happen to be thin around that area, the rest of me appears to go unnoticed. My legs aren't thin, neither are my sides (there's actually a lot there) and I don't do sports... I'm hardly fit. I don't get it. Gah, I sound like B-A.

I find it strange how much I change around her. Suddenly I'm constantly complimenting and reassuring, comfort all around... Probably because that's what she needs. I just wish she would feel better about it all soon. At least just so we could see each other more often.

I've been suffering from a headache these last two days, it's just starting to wear off... During that time, I've only taken two painkillers. I read up on it, and I don't like popping pills every time the pain comes back. Hopefully it'll continue to decrease.