Compensation

It seems like all I do now is looking up friggin' recipes. It strikes me as a bit odd, and then again it kind of makes sense. I asked Mom if I can make potato pie for dinner tomorrow, and she said sure. I'm excited. Baking those cupcakes the other day got me pretty high as well, so maybe it's just a new fetish of mine? Or maybe it's just my way of controlling stuff around dinner time, I get so stressed out to tension when we're all gathered. I had a talk about that with D a little while ago, and I just realised how much that bothers me by actually speaking up because I didn't think it was such a big deal. Just a pet peeve or something like that... but I think it would cause anybody to react negatively. I just don't see why they can't be nice to each other instead of constantly bullying and giving each other dirty looks across the table like little kids. But when I make dinner it helps, somewhat...

NOMNOMNOM!!!

Besides looking at recipes, I've also been looking into climbing, as a sports-thing. You know, when you climb up a wall with straps on and stuff. I want to 'cause I know it's so much fun. It's gonna kill my biceps though, haha.